i tried i up failed i help u up when u fell but u didnt to the same for me i guess everyone will end up letting you down even your closest friends i guess i was right she more important ….

awaking up with a hangover makes everything so much worst nothing can escape my mind i still think about u and her and how i know i can be better for you and then i think is it because im not good enough or pretty why not me why her a girl who gose to buy glue to sniff with my money she told she was gonna go buy tampons with some best friend then you tell me i cant leave her and if i was her best friend i would leave her what about me if she was my friend she wouldnt have used my money to buy glue to sniff ive been threw this twice with her and i cant do it again or maybe i just cant watch you two together cuz it breaks me down and i fall again ive fallen 1000 timez because of you and ull never no u say im ur best friend and u love me and we so close but then why do you do this to me over and over again why cant you relize i was there when you cried over her and hugged u and didnt want to let go i wiped your tears way i loved you like no one has but when i need you u let me fall i guess you just arent strong enough to save me like i have you and im sorry your so weak and you have a weak girlfriend im sorry i loved you im sorry im sorry i helped you im sorry we ever met sometimes

when you love that boy that’s your best friend …..but he goes out with ur other best friend ……lost and don’t know what to do sometimes it feels like if i drink or smoke it will all go away and it dose till the next morning then i try sleeping all day but i awake with these problems that i cant escape and its him the way he walks talk smiles looks smells its everything i remember every detail about him the way he makes me smile i wish it would go away i wish i had someone i was happy with to make me forget about him …anything ….something….someone just to get me away but all i can say is i love him and i can say that with no regrets